Friday, August 4, 2017

The Moment of Truth

"There must be something that I could find in the pit of the darknes"

Somewhere along the lines
I lost that kid
One that was cheerful, earnest and passionate.
I was too young
Dumbstrucked by the awful fate
The spell was already casted
No going back
I had to see it till the end..

People blamed
I won't deny
no need to tell the truth
They won't listen
It was my decision
In this rocky road,
I've braced myself
I knew what the chances are
However, the gravity seemed to pull me down
I kept on falling, again and again
Once again, The tears fell down as I saw...
The dreams in my hand slipped through my fingers...
The ray of hope dimmed away
I lost my grip
I fell into a deep hollow
The spell turned out to be a curse

The days went by
Losing the track of time
Chained in the pit of the darkness
It felt so distant, the memories.
I heard people were laughing
What a fool..
I learned the hard way..
There's no mortals I shoud rely on
No place should be leaned on
But Allah

There must be a reason
Is it a punishment?
Is it a trial?
Maybe in this darkness
I should find something
That couldn't be seen from up there.
Something that only glow in the dark...

I struggled on my own
To stand up again and strengthened my self
Keep believing that Allah won't leave me in the dust
I won't lose my vision
My faith..

I no longer wait
For someone to reach out my hand
They said I can never withstand
They kept telling me
That aiming for the moon is a farfetched dream
But I believe
May be I will never touch the moon
But at least I'm gonna be among the stars.

Thus, the curse was broken
I let go the venomous thorny rose I held onto
My heart was bleeding
But time heals all wounds
I dragged my feet
Walked down the path I used to believe
This is the moment of truth.
Once again..
I crawled my way up
Following the light
This isn't over
One step at a time
I will find my way to the Milky Way...

Outfit Details :

Nude coat, AVENUE
Vintage flower pinafore
Brown ankle boots, EVERBEST

Carpentier Kitchen and Cafe
Jl. Untung Suropati, no.38
Surabaya, Indonesia


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